Tears, White Chocolate, and Magazines

Oh my God, I have truly missed writing, it truly is unhealthy holding everything inside. I miss my girl Mina, I feel like I have abandoned you or something because you ALWAYS make me feel better when I get down in this transitional and lonely time in my life. Also, welcome to my blog Gledwood, I have been checking your blog out for quite awhile now and you surely are an interesting character, to say the least.

Well, I FINALLY got my hair done and I've always felt like such a goddess in blonde hair, even though I'm not skinny minny anymore. I've become addicted to expensive white chocolate bars, Lindt(I don't know if that's the correct spelling). They went on sale a few weeks ago and I pretty much cleaned out the section they were in. Whenever something feels good, I just can't stop. It's like this switch goes on in my brain and I have to take it ALL THE DAMN WAY..............

I haven't been doing much but my best friend and I have come to the conclusion that I would make a great real estate agent so I've been researching that because I REALLY need to get out there, I feel almost ready.

It's still hard living with my mom, she's like major Miz Ice Queen, heaven forbid I should cry and express an ounce of feeling, she'll brow beat me into submission just by looking at me like I have two heads! Frustrating as hell. I am going to take your advice Mina and just WRITE, I feel better already and lighter. After all, it's just life and the tide will soon turn. I just fucking wish it wasn't so bloody hot, I feel like I'm melting, like candle wax. If I had a fan I would just lie in front of it for hours until the temp went down. Perhaps I should just go to the corner Starbucks with my laptop, there's an idea. Maybe I can even flirt with some random cute guy but I'm SOOOO fucking lazy, I know I'll just end up calling up a taxi and going to Shopper's for some white chocolate and a magazine.

I shall be writing alot more, perhaps even later on. I feel better already. Expressing myself and doing what I love and adore(writing)ALWAYS makes me feel much, much better. Looking forward to comments, as always and news.

Kisses.................